sarah VS time

its not that i depend my happiness and future on being with a man but everytime i hear wedding announcements i feel like a wedding should be part of my to-do list which definitely i believe it should not be. I feel like running out of time and that weddings are stressful and that i should start preparing for it (money, house, car, flowers, playlists, gowns, food, etc.leche!) Its just sad that my work self is becoming MYSELFper se. OC na ata ako.