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i knew this is going to happen...eventually. so, i prepared for it. but there is still a slight pinch.. ouch..badtrip pero ok na rin..

revelations 2008

1. may"boylet" na si pam
2. magreresign na yung boss ko at isa pang officemate
3. maiiba na ang boss ko(definitely) by next year.

ano nang mangyayari sa akin? bakit yung future ayaw mareveal sa kin. bakit?

because abby had a weird dream

because "falling out" has never been this funny

most people would usually eat a pint of ice cream or shove a good squeeze of whipped cram straight to their mouths...pero...

bwahaha.. seriously funny. haha. natatawa pa rin ako. weird .. haha

because i had my 24th at PALAWAN!

i shrilled like a kid when i saw the fishes.. schoolSSS of fish.. i truly could not ask for more. this year gave me countless of blessing and couple of good lucks which sometimes is fraking me out. but hey, i deserve it.. happy birthday to me. :)

pictures galore

because sometimes i miss UP, i guess

"The more wisdom you obtain, the more you shut your mouth. This isbecause the more that you learn, the more you realize that there areeven more things that you do not know. The true mark of an idiot is aloudmouth, the true mark of a wise man is humility"

-from a UP Professor

because this is how creepy love is

after all, it really didn't matter if i left, because bella could never see me the way i wished she should. never see me as someone worthy of love.

never.

could a ded, frozen heart break. it felt like mine would.

"edward", bella said.

i froze, satring at her unopened eyes

had she woken, caught me here? she looked asleep, yet her voice had been so clear....

she sighed a quiet sigh, and then moved restlessly again, rolling to her side-still fast asleep and dreaming.

"edward", she mumbled soflty.

she was dreaming of me.

could a dead, frozen heart beat again. it felt like mine was about to.

because our next stop is SAGADA

since jem and i havent been able to go to Sagada, we decided to finally plan it and drag along kei with us. it was actually a way to ease my upcoming frustration on my birthday trip. shet! but it really did. this trip gave an amount of happiness that i could keep in the next two years i think. haha.

the whole a trip was a mixture of immeasurable happiness, tiresome, few booboos and not to mention near death experiences...not as simple as falling of one level of the terraces beause that would be so pathetic. ours was nearly being torn into pieces by around 5 stray dogs; waiting for light to come inside a cold, cramped (with very low ceiling) cave, with our faces almost kissing each other, our feet soaked to a very cold running water at oo naiihi pa ko. shet. and of course countless ghosts encounters, diba jem?haha..

we all left with sleepy, tired heads yet happy ones. it was indeed a fruitful experience for all of us :)

because we're going to make new memories

my old floral backpack gave up on me on our trip to mount daguldol and so is my old nike rubber shoes that i have to leave that resulted to me trekking down a mountain with marye's maluwag havaianas. God! super sakit sa ankles. anyway, i was thinking of buying a new backpack for my trips when i saw this bag at toby's. super in love ako kaagad. but it took two months for me to have the courage to spend this amount of money. yeah, its like buying a cheap phone but then i've outgrew gadgets already (ang tanda ko na!). naisip ko, i can put plastics or foam inside it at pwede ko na sya yakapin habang natutulog ako..

i went home one day in bulacan and found my old bangka diesel slippers that did not even gave up on our river trekking in aurora. i've thought of my old bag and dreamt of the good memories we have shared. now i'm just waiting for the pet bottle kids to stop by our house and just give it to them. hoping they could still use it and build the same level of happy memories i've had with that bag..

it may not be the super lite version that i was able to buy (dahil wala sa pilipinas) but hey ROX at boni hight street has the same item in red! super nice! (twice pa ko na bumalik ng ROX at iniisip ko pa talaga kung bibilin ko). ngayon akin na sya :) super happy and super excited to bring along this thing on my trips and on building more happy memories.....

ang sabi nga ni kuya na taga ROX "ma'am, enjoy kayo!"

because we're going to morocco after beijing =)

Go Honey!

because i already have plans

i want something like this for my honeymoon. =)

because i don't think our head count is 100 max

anyone who was born on 1984?

raise your hand please.......

because i badly needed this kind of conversation

chriss: hi. musta? lumabas na result ng board...wala name ko. bagsak :(

me: ay sad naman. ano ng gagawin mo?

chriss: ok lang yan. nag-aaply na ko ng bpa, teacher ng korean, saka siguro magpaka-active na lang muna ko sa red cross. exam ulit sa november

me: magrereview ka ulit?

chriss: self review na lang siguro or pag final coaching na lang

me: sayang naman

chriss: ganon talaga. everything has a purpose. hindi pa siguro time or hindi para sakin talaga.... God knows what's best for us . . kahit pumasa ko ganyan parin naman siguro thinking ko.

me: bilib talaga ko sayo. lagi kang kalmado. ikaw na ang next kay martin"grace under pressure" bañez.haha

chriss: nyek.bilib ka dyan.hehe. masyado ko kasi pinepressure sarili ko eh hindi naman dapat. i have to live my life at my own pace. hindi ko dapat iisipin tingin ng ibang tao. eto ko ganito ko. alam ko isa kong mabuting binhi. lalago at magiging isang magandang ani.haha.hahaha

me: at saan mo naman nakuha yan!?!

chriss: seriously? sa simbahan. sa bible. this (not passing the board exam) will just make me stronger. and i'll take that as a challenge.

me: naks. hanep sa fighting spirit. sana ganyan din ako.

chriss: hahaha. wag. puro fighting spirit lang ako eh. hehe. joke. pero totoo, galing ito sa mga taong nasa paligid ko at kasama ka na doon. kaya salamat

me: oo naman.

chriss: naks naman. na-touch ako

me: hello..ang tagal na kaya kitang kaibigan. mula noon hanggang ngayon payat ka pa rin

chriss: nyenye. fine.

me: so pwede na kitang asarin ngayon?

chriss: oo na. hindi ako pumasa.

me: joke lang

chriss: tse..hehe. ok lang noh.. :)... uhm inom tayo?haha

me: antok na ko... sorry..

chriss: sige next time..

me: ok

because i'm coming back to my old self

naaadik na naman ako sa pinoy dream academy! shet!

because this is really is it!

1 band

1 night

1 ground

1 million pilipinos

because my horoscope says so

cosmopolitan philippines July 2008 issue

" .... single? a one night stand can bring a very romantic relationship"

do i really need to get laid before i can get romance? am i destined to be indecent?

because there is too much delay

Oh no there you go

looked away and missed the show

how much wasted time

will you survive?

Oh yeah fooled again,

I don't know how and I don't know when

Not much else to blame

But wishful thinking

i guess so mr. sheik. but i guess mine is too much....

because i have a new boyfriend

because sometimes barbies at 23 do not make sense

do people really need to undergo everything? i do not think it is necessary and i don't think it is possible anyway.

example:not because i did not have lots of barbies or flashy toys when i was young does not mean i will buy all the barbies in the world (now that i could afford it) just so i could suffice my longingness on them when i was young.
ipunin ko na lang pera ko para makabili ng toy store para sa mga magiging anak ko.

may mga bagay na dapat iniiwan na lang sa nakaraan. at may mga bagay na hindi na nararapat sa kasalukuyang panahon. pero totoo may mga taong ganyan kaya nga naimbento ang terminolohiyang "tumatanda ng paurong"

we grow older everyday, so think first before you taste it, smell it, watch it, experience it, snort it. baka akala mo lang kasi bagay sayo pero sa totoo lang hindi.

because someday i will find you

soon, i'll get tired of boredom so i need to find a new hobby. i tried listing it down but i just can't seem to really figure out what i like.

i know someday i'll find it, see it, or read it from somewhere. just one single word and i will know that "yeah. you are the one! at last!"

because i've been hacked!

wala talaga akong ginawa promise!

because i conquered the philippines

name places you've been to that starts with A-Z - me and abby's friday night out game


A - Aurora
B - Batad,Ifugao; Bangar, La Union; Baguio!!! =)
C - Candon,Ilocos Sur; Cebu City, Cebu
D - Daraga, Albay; Dagupan,Pangasinan (thanks to Pangasinan chapter.haha)
E - Eastwood (hehe)
F - Fort Bonifacio
G - Gapan City, Nueva Ecija
H - Hyatt Hotel and Casino
I - Iloilo City, Iloilo
J - Jack's Loft, Davao City
K - Kawit, Cavite; Krus Na Ligas?
L - Laoag, Ilocos Norte
M - Malaya St. Mandaluyong City (yeah!)
N - Negros Occidental(place to be)
O - Office of the University Registrar
P - Puerto Princesa, Palawan (on September 2008. Yeah!)
Q - Quezon Province
R - Roxas, Isabela
S - Sta. Maria, Bulacan; Sta. Maria, Ilocos Sur
T - Tuguegarao, Cagayan valley
U - U.P.?
W - Wright Park
V - Vigan , Ilocos Sur; Villasis, Pangasinan (no comment)
X - Xavierville Subdivision
Y - Ybardoloza St, Quezon City
Z - Zamboanga City

saka na yung A-Z events...

because it is celebration time for them

ok. so i thank you for the education but how i wish my UP life ended on the height of my happiness, my own happiness. how i wish it ended when we were having the time of our lives at Sarah's me and aissa and our other geog fiends. or other random people we just met who left us with memories that we will genuinely cherish. but since it did not, i shiver at the sight of sunken garden or AS, vinzon's hill and even posters of UP fair. but don't worry oble, i still smile whenever i see you. and im still eager to watch the UAAP opening.

Oh well, Happy centennial anyway dear UP!

because i have a dad last father's day

and to the many years that will come...



to that person who managed to become a dad and mom at the same time(and now a lolo and a yaya)
to that person who accepted us despite mistakes and helped us dust ourselves from falls
to that person who changes my pamangkin's diapers
to that person who seriously believes in God
to that person who just scratches his head pag pinapagalitan ko about love life. hihi
to that person who tried to cook laing for father's day lunch(na sobrang kati sa dila dahil hindi nahugasan mabuti ang gabi leaves)
to that person who buys his favorite ice cream and cakes on his daughters' birthdays (ayoko nga sabi ng double dutch na ice cream!)
to that person who does not believe in what i can do (it actually challenges me to prove more)
to that person who gives a lecture on current issues over lunch(nasusuka na ko
to that person who asks me to drink green tea (syet!)


to you papo dear, happy father's day! there were times that we want to get rid of each other but always remember that me, ate and izee don't have any choice but to keep you.hehe.

seriously, i thank you for all the things that you've done for us. you really gave a big, strong wind beneath 2 wide wings.happy father's day!

because i want a new hobby

aissa and i want a new hobby. this we realized when we went drinking at lime88 (i recommend lychee martini, being a kychee fan that i am). so i listed a few things that popped into my head and other people suggestions as well. please do not add photography, lomography, digital photography or any photo whatever for this matter. i like airsoft sana pero siguro minsan-minsan lang. i want a real hobby, a hobby that i can sustain at yung hindi ako mukhang poser. so here goes:

reading (hehe)
airsoft
drawing/coloringc
ross stitch/ crochet/ embroidery
fashion/accessory making
cooking
blogging metro manila odds
gumawa ng ambush makeover at ipost sa you tube
mang hunting ng artista at ilagay sa multiply
gumawa kaya ulit ako ng thesis?
travelling
gardening (as if)
dancing (tap dance!)
mag-enroll sa center for pop
mag aral ng ibang language
magcollect ng shoes (sarah tama na!)
stamps!
furniture making
haircutting
welding
blacksmithing

minney minney mynee moo, babalik babalik sa iyo..

because you made my day

"ang sakit ng dibdib ko.akala ko kape lang to, pag-ibig na pala"

p*tanginang hirit yan. ayos

because we had talks over glasses of margarita

the long weekend made realize that my career woman/housewife/mother-dream would only materialize if i have three days off at work. but since i only have 2, i think i can only go as far as the career woman dream. or i think i could still squeeze the mother role in it.

anyhoo, me, kei, jem and tasha watched sex and the city, had dinner and made chika over bottles of beer and a few sips of margarita. hurah to jem and her new boyfriend. :)
and great secrets were reavealed despite long years of friendship.

1.so we thought that we ALL found out this secret last december but then one of us pala knew it all along. no fuss. nakakagulat lang.

2. scenario: kei was talking about how her clairvoyant boss predicted her future. she'll marry next year due to whirlwind romance to a guy she still haven't met as of today but her husband will die when their kid turns 10. fan pa naman ng psiloveyou si kei.
tasha: so parang lorna tolentino ka lang.
kei: oo nga. mamamatay kaya si rudy fernandez?
me in my should-i-tell-kei look: kei, patay na sya.
kei: huwaaat?
us all except kei: bwahahaha. ano ka ba?

the question is: would you be willing to meet your one true love but will only have him for a few years like 10-15 years. or would you rather spend your entire lifetime with some guy na ok lang?

as for the sex and the city hangover: dati i like carrie but i like miranda more now. so jem, kei and tasha could choose between carrie, charlotte and samantha. while jeff and karl could choose between stanford and anthony. hehe

because it is my friend's birthday today

it has been a filipino tradition to really have a bongga celebration in every occasion that we have in our calendars like christmasses, birthdays, new year, easter sunday and even valentines is a big fuss to every filipino. no excuse not be merry, cheery and worst of all gigly. what if you really do not have any reason to be happy at all? as abby said, "nakakainis na tong kultura natin ha."

it's not that i am a grinch but christmas, as i age, tends to be the most depressing time of the year. couldn't it be just any other day except that work is off that day?

anniversaries that fall on occasions or holidays, most importantly valentines, should be unlawful in the coming years. why would anyone set their anniversaies on birthdays, valentines and even christmas? isn't it memorable enough just to have one ocassion on one day? and when relationships end, that day will surely to your horror give you twice the depression.

isang okasyon lang ang gusto ko sa buong kalendaryo at yun ay ang Araw ng Kagitingan! wala naman na sigurong ikaka-mushy ang araw na yan. =)

because it's mother's day

sa mga bumati ng mother's day, isa lang masasabi ko: mga bwiset kayo. joke.hehe

kung nasaan ka man, sana naiisip mo pa rin ako. sana kahit papano ipagtanggol mo pa rin naman ako..

pero salamat at hindi ka naman parang nanay ni ruffa. at sana masaya ka naman sa kung ano man ako ngayon. yun lang.

because one day our lives we'll be placed to where it truly deserve

i know their relationship went and is still running smoothly, so i really didnt have the effort to ask them how they were...

just this week i found out he's already in alberta, 2 years after her..

to mitch and kuya saldhs,

enjoy the bangs, the snow and soon the golden bands on your fingers..when one day i have the privelege to go to my cousin's, i'll see the both of you..


always,

patis with toyo and baby ketchup..

because there is something i have to add

i have nothing to do at the office..so i was checking people's blogs..

i realized..


i miss...



tasha, martin and monkeyness...hehehe

because i'm so praning

isa lang ang masasabi ko ngayon..

WHEW!

because there is a newly opened me.hehe

i like the smell of a newly opened coffee pack. like how the smell bursts out of it and how the the grains appear to be moist free.. i like the smell of a newly opened soap box.. i like how the first squueze feels from a newly opened facial wash or toohpaste..

i basically like
newly
opened
anything
and
everything...... wink

because there is one mistake that actually sounded right

One drunk videoke night.....

Kahit na ilang tinik ay kaya kong tapakan'
Kung 'yan ang paraan upang landas mo'y masundan
Kahit ilang ulit ako'y iyong saktan
Hindi kita maaaring HAYAAN

because it's all in a day's work

My day could have been a lot better because he emailed "Hi Sarah" until this guy existed in our presence....

He's 32years, has been a bum for like 5 years already and thinks he's "ready" for the corpo world

Me: uhm, can you name us one of your strengths and one of you weaknesses?
32yr.old: my strengths is first my ability, second is my family, third is my work.

(my boss profusely sweating on the answer, me trying to hide my laughter)

32yr.old:(pahabol) uhm, what's the other question ma'am, what is my strengths and what is my....? i forgot kasi.
me: weaknesses..
32yr.old: i think it's loss of faith to God(sabay turo sa taas)
me thinking: Jesus!

recovery period.......

bossing: you were a data encoder on your previous company?
32yr.old:yup!
bossing: what is your exact job description?
32yr.old: i encode
bossing: ok. so what do you encode?
32yr.old: sir, text.
bossing: i knooow. so what TEXT do you encode?
32yr.old: sir, uhm, it's confidential


NEEEEXT!

the law of physics

momentum is defined as "mass in motion"
where:

momentum = p * v


i've gained my momentum when i started to climb up that hill. now i'm starting to slow down with all the mass you've asked me to carry for you.. i'm starting to slow down and might as well roll down that hill again...

help me please... just stay away from me, will you?

because i thought i've walked too far

cut my limbs i wouldnt feel a thing..

every step farther makes me tired and makes me slow.. i feel like stopping and looking back but i know i cant..

i wish i could just hate you.. now.. and forever...

because i need to have a new mantra

my ambition in life is to become a rock. a fabulous rock i daresay. im going to watch 300 until i can say ahoo ahoo in my sleep.

because i remembered something in math

in college days(which im already out of.hehe) i knew that X stands for the unknown. and hope it forever will be in my life.

because now i know why kjwan is not in the UP Fair last Friday

they are 5 fckng rows away from me!!!!

Watched WAGI at CCP last friday...
Marc Abaya's beating his chest like crazy and shet im in love. that was a star studded night. saw fidel and ming ramos and lea salonga on the audience seats..

Thanks to Greg who gave us good seats but wasnt able to get me back stage passes. =( but tahnks anyway.

Thanks to Jem for this night (yes marc, i can eat paper)

and thanks to God for giving one heaven of a Valentines week. =)

Because it Hearts day.

on this day, i would like to thank those who made me become a better person, who made me a person who loves, understands, gives and most all made me a person who forgives (aka ex-boyfriends) hehe..

but as i come to think of it, i may never had an excellent valentines but i never had a bad one either. and i'd like to thank God for that.

to everyone, Happy Hearts Day!

because i saw catch and release

sometimes, it would make more sense to just walk away.