haayyyy... a lot of things happened this past few weeks (or should i say months) sobrang bilis nya.hehe or mabagal talaga sya slower lang talaga ko. haha.
it started with us being in love with johnny osmena's promotion on how to alleviate the current crisis... yes! texting! i started to have this hard spots in my fingers aka kalyo. we talked, texted rather, on a lot of things, from defining sweetnes to love to sexual fantasies to what's-your-toys-when-you-were-a-kid stuff. sobrang dami hindi ko na namalayan lumipas na pala ang oras. then, came the smart unlimited. god! it allowed me to save much!kaso ayon mas lalo naging mahaba at pagtetext. made me think i was working in a call center. sa umaga na ko natutulog, promis!
it was the week before the enlistment period...snoopdog went to manila.. i was like, "why do you have to go to manila pa eh dapat next week na lang, diba?" the thing is he's still gonna go back to where he came from, land of the ..... i dont want to say it. at syempre being so bolero/sinungaling/too-good-to- be-true as he is, he said, "eh miss na kita eh" sabay bigay ng matinding smile na nakakainis.. -insert: "whenever i see your smiling face"... ung song. so we spent the day/s together... ok sige naniniwala na ko slight na miss mo nga ako....
enlistment period.... haaay... so ayan medyo out in the open na nga itong thing whatever it is na ito. i really just couldn't figure it out. dati kasi parang kulang na lang magsuot tayo ng bayong sa ulo para walang makakita sa tin, ngayon parang ok na, na makita tayo. and not only that, hinohold hands mo pa ko ngayon in public! yeah, i know this sounded elementarish.. sorry..
i just did not imagine that this would happen between the two of us. maybe im still not over the mysterious/anong-chika-kay-___-___ effect? maybe im not ready.. im happy when im with him, honest! pero sorry, the thought really couldn't just sink into my mind. ang hirap, parang ako pa tuloy yung masama ngayon.... ..
