because this is what i like being a career woman

i can drink frozen margaritas on a weekday!

my officemate treated me to a few drinks somewhere in el pueblo and we had one hell of a night and i was still able to get up early and brave myself to the traffic jammed streets in manila..(talk about manyak people sa lrt)..good thing i dont have officework that following day. my boss and i have to got to pampanga for a trade congress. and yes.. free lunch, free drive-thru's, free dinner and shampoo freebies for me.haha. (ey btw, dont you just love the bea and john lloyd commercial for Clear shampoo.. loveet!)

so this is how it will be, a few years, hopefully just a few months, i'll be a cosmopolitan woman.. i get to work on weekdays.. get up early having no breakfast, driving to work cursing people on the streets to get out of my way..open my laptop and start checking inter emails in the office..go home late (going home at 6pm is too early!) maybe go dinner with friends on mondays, maybe have drinks with officemates or friends on fridays and maybe saturdays.. do the laundry on saturday morning, clean the house on saturday afternoon, go to church on sunday morning, cook sunday lunch, dvd marathon or read a book on sunday afternoon.. then sleep and back to work the following day..

so all of these will be on my excel sheet (accdg to ma'am aissa). i'll have it printed out every week. so ill just have to check what tasks i was able to accomplish..

so in the future, ill just add a few cells on my file.. saying "put kids to bed(read them bedtime stories)" and "kiss hubbylicious goodnight" and then sleep.. *wink..

because im too much of myself the past weeks

if they ever tell a story let them say that they walked with giants. Men rise and fall like the winter wheat, but these names will never die. .

people will all be proud to say that they lived.....

in the time of tasha and sarah..


smile na tashing..mwah.mwah

because something made me smile today

because i like it everytime you do this

i talk, whine, cry, talk, whine, cry,, just picture the series

and you would just look at the sky, blink your eye, nod, and would just look at me and say "relaax!"

haayy...super creative.shit.

because some people just have the coolest jobs on earth

i was on my not so second day at my new job when i just heard news from an old friend.. so i asked him how he is and what is he doing now.. so he replied

" im doing a reserach on tribal wars in cordillera. i was hired by natinal geographic to do this project."

shit..so i asked him how he got the project.. he just said " kasi gwapo daw ako at matipuno"
haay God, i wish i'll be under the same grace din in the future..i wish.. i wish..

because i overhead something

boardmate 1 : ate, bakit late ka na nakatulog kagabi kasi kita ko bukas ilaw mo
boardmate 2: eh kasi may iniisip ako eh
boardmate 1: ano yun?
boardmate 2: nung highschool pa kasi ko nasa province pa ko, may classmate ako may ari ng gasoline station.. ang name nung gasoline station ay JETTI..
boardmate 1: ay jetti haha! parang hetti.. katawa naman yun
boardmate 2: yun nga eh nakakatwa sya.. pero naaalala ko lang.. uhm alam mo ba yung word na jettison?
boardmate 1: uhm hindi po..
boardmate 2: kasi yung jettison eh fature sa airplane na pwedeng mag-unload ng gas..
boardmate 1: bakit naman ma-uunload ng gas?
boardmate 2: eh kasi kung super mabigat yung plane ( ako, naisip ko yung sa air force one, wala lang gusto ko sumabat pero dibale na lang.hehe)
boardmate 1: ayan ate alam mo na ang sagot.. makakatulog ka na ng maaga.
boardmate 2: oo nga.. saya!

si boardmate 1 ay 4th year na sa up law at medyo neurotic na at naghuhum sa sarili PALAGI.. si boardmate 2 ay 3rd year na at may balak mag-law so idol nya si boardmate 1. as in idol! sinasamahan mag-aral sa library..idol ba kamo?

sana ganito na lang din ang thoughts ko pag gabi.. =)

because at least i learned something

this is one thing that i learned about my family and my experiences with them " that no matter how far are we from each other, that no matter how long we dont see each other and NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AND NO MATTER WHAT WE BECOME love will always exist..
i was 10 when my mom died and later have to live without my dad and few years after that without my sister.. i basically live by myself dont see my family that often...and yet i made it sure that i made them feel secure of my love for them the same that they are doing for me..
i sometimes sulk spending christmases at other family, knowing that we wouldnt celebrate together anyway.. i just felt insecure how other families could consistently spend christmases or birthdays or any other occasions together even when they grow older bring their kids.. mga ganon ba.. but then...
i was told that i should feel lucky having learned that lesson at an early age...well it was a lesson learned the hard way.. very hard actually.. nevertheless it is still a lesson that is very much worth keeping.. and besides i know that lesson will be learned by everyone.. EVERYONE.. lucky for me. i learned it in an early age that keas naman sa iba na maybe they learn it when they are 70 yrs old, dying and nobody's there for them..because they never learn to appreciate..
losing a loved one taught me to appreciate other people and take note of the time ive spent with them cause ill never know when will be the next or baka wala na ngang next diba?its just sad that it is i who know that and yet i have to be surounded with people who dont know..

because i am ;(

i thought i was someone special, but out of all the people in this world (which hurting feeling is killing me right now) you were the one that proved me wrong.

because i was on leave for 5 days

i nearly cried when i showed abby our pictures " oh my God Sarah ang happy happy mo sa pictures." i really was abby, i really am.that was the night of my birthday at dencio's with tasha, jem and abby, 2nd day of my leave..sarap..
sunday, 1st day of my leave was spent on watching playing-coach's basketball game. then, went to tagaytay, went to church, dinner then slept early..
woke up early next morning (wohoo birthday ko na!) to watch taal's view on a sunrise. ganda! then spent lunch and merienda at bulacan with family. then went to dencio's to meet abby, tasha and jem. then, abby needed to go home so we met up with third at the rest of the jodera friends because fm is here in manila for the bar ops..wohoo.. there they were at bmk maynard, dennis, fm and his super cute gf. one of the mangahas boys and nathan. ayun super saya..went to tasha's after.. i wasnt drunk but i would like to pretend i am during that night. haaay..
met up with tasha again at nagparenew sya ng lisensya.. ate, walk and ate again. (oy will we buy that promo at body shop ba?)
bulacan the following day. bonded with tatay while watching dvd's. saw ate's kid. super cute boy, malaki lang butas ng ilong nya.hehe
last day of leave (sigh) chokiss with mica and marie.. then tom kick with marie and my fairy godmother.. you made me cry..i hate you.hehe.. but i missed you so much
now im back to work, super kakatamad but when i saw everyone and told me they miss me, ayan napa-smile na lang ako.. : ) mababaw naman talaga kaligayahan ko eh. =)
until the next year guys...

beacuse the rain wont stop

its like packing your bag ready for a weekend beach trip, but a storm came and you have to unpack all over again. sigh. this is real frustration..

its like packing your bag ready for a weekend beach trip, but a storm came and you have to unpack all over again. sigh. this is real frustration..

night at taberna was a blast and so are the moments at rs bldg

..........and until we see each other again

congrats!

930. LABITAG, Revolette A.

for passing the 2006 bar exams. woohoo!

the reason why my miserable job is not so miserable at all.hehe

i'll miss you pag nagresign ka na..huhu

the bodyguard

I know that when you look at me

There's so much that you just don't see

But if you would only take the time

I know in my heart you'd find

Oh, oh, a girl who's scared sometimes

Who isn't always strong

Can't you see the hurt in me?

I feel so all alone

I wanna run to youOoh, ooh

I wanna run to youOoh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Won't you hold me in your arms

And keep me safe from harm?

I wanna run to youOoh, ooh

But if I come to youOoh, ooh, ooh, ooh

Tell me, will you stayOr will you run away?

Each day, each day I play the role

Of someone always in control

But at night I come home and turn the key

There's nobody there, no one cares for me

Oh, oh, what's the sense

Of trying hard to find your dreams

Without someone to share it with

Tell me what this means

I need ya here

I need ya here to wipe away my tears

To kiss away my fearsIf you only knew how much...

self soothing

im sooo miserable but i dont why..hehe. i know if another person would be on my shoes they wouldnt feel the same way..i have an inkling that there is something, someone or somewhere that i need to break away from but i dnt know what it is. i always get excited whenever i think of a chance of a new life that lies ahead but i dont have the courage to go from this point to that point. and now im stucked. worst, i dont know what i need anymore.. first, i dont know what makes me sad and now i dont know what will take the sadness away. i guess ill just blame this on lack of social life. or i guess i just miss everyone and i miss everything.

i need a good cry, now at least i know something i need

i dont think im crazy, im just a little unwell...

oh i need a coloring book and a box of crayons...

on monkey bars

my dad's moving out..
he has lived in the same apartment for so many years already, so long that my sister and i weren't born yet. my dad is such is such a sentimental fool, the foolest of them all i guess. he wouldn't throw away things that has "meaning" to him like our old dresses, toys and even school projects. it took a while before my dad sell some property just so because it was my mom who bought it. well, my mom died when i was 10 see? so it really was hard for my dad to throw things my mom use to owe or things that share together.
after a decade of living a bachelor's life, my dad decided to marry again and now has decided to move out of the house that he and my mom used to live...

well. i guess it really is easy for us to let go of things or people when another person is there for us to hold on to..