because i badly needed this kind of conversation

chriss: hi. musta? lumabas na result ng board...wala name ko. bagsak :(

me: ay sad naman. ano ng gagawin mo?

chriss: ok lang yan. nag-aaply na ko ng bpa, teacher ng korean, saka siguro magpaka-active na lang muna ko sa red cross. exam ulit sa november

me: magrereview ka ulit?

chriss: self review na lang siguro or pag final coaching na lang

me: sayang naman

chriss: ganon talaga. everything has a purpose. hindi pa siguro time or hindi para sakin talaga.... God knows what's best for us . . kahit pumasa ko ganyan parin naman siguro thinking ko.

me: bilib talaga ko sayo. lagi kang kalmado. ikaw na ang next kay martin"grace under pressure" bañez.haha

chriss: nyek.bilib ka dyan.hehe. masyado ko kasi pinepressure sarili ko eh hindi naman dapat. i have to live my life at my own pace. hindi ko dapat iisipin tingin ng ibang tao. eto ko ganito ko. alam ko isa kong mabuting binhi. lalago at magiging isang magandang ani.haha.hahaha

me: at saan mo naman nakuha yan!?!

chriss: seriously? sa simbahan. sa bible. this (not passing the board exam) will just make me stronger. and i'll take that as a challenge.

me: naks. hanep sa fighting spirit. sana ganyan din ako.

chriss: hahaha. wag. puro fighting spirit lang ako eh. hehe. joke. pero totoo, galing ito sa mga taong nasa paligid ko at kasama ka na doon. kaya salamat

me: oo naman.

chriss: naks naman. na-touch ako

me: hello..ang tagal na kaya kitang kaibigan. mula noon hanggang ngayon payat ka pa rin

chriss: nyenye. fine.

me: so pwede na kitang asarin ngayon?

chriss: oo na. hindi ako pumasa.

me: joke lang

chriss: tse..hehe. ok lang noh.. :)... uhm inom tayo?haha

me: antok na ko... sorry..

chriss: sige next time..

me: ok

because i'm coming back to my old self

naaadik na naman ako sa pinoy dream academy! shet!

because this is really is it!

1 band

1 night

1 ground

1 million pilipinos

because my horoscope says so

cosmopolitan philippines July 2008 issue

" .... single? a one night stand can bring a very romantic relationship"

do i really need to get laid before i can get romance? am i destined to be indecent?

because there is too much delay

Oh no there you go

looked away and missed the show

how much wasted time

will you survive?

Oh yeah fooled again,

I don't know how and I don't know when

Not much else to blame

But wishful thinking

i guess so mr. sheik. but i guess mine is too much....

because i have a new boyfriend

because sometimes barbies at 23 do not make sense

do people really need to undergo everything? i do not think it is necessary and i don't think it is possible anyway.

example:not because i did not have lots of barbies or flashy toys when i was young does not mean i will buy all the barbies in the world (now that i could afford it) just so i could suffice my longingness on them when i was young.
ipunin ko na lang pera ko para makabili ng toy store para sa mga magiging anak ko.

may mga bagay na dapat iniiwan na lang sa nakaraan. at may mga bagay na hindi na nararapat sa kasalukuyang panahon. pero totoo may mga taong ganyan kaya nga naimbento ang terminolohiyang "tumatanda ng paurong"

we grow older everyday, so think first before you taste it, smell it, watch it, experience it, snort it. baka akala mo lang kasi bagay sayo pero sa totoo lang hindi.