pinoy lovestory #117

wala ng pupuntahan ang taong nasa baba kundi sa taas na lang....

--leo
take 3
scene 18 (sa as steps)
pinoy lovestory #117

...hmm... right...

caved in or not anymore

i was in a cave for the past few months. i had the thinking that everything i needed was inside. i dont want to come out at least for now. but heck i was absolutely wrong.... i was forced to move outside so the cave man could let someone in.. i was shocked with the rays of sunshine on my face. im having difficulty adjusting to it, being outside, and the hotness of the sun.. i had to pour milk on my face and put shades on almost everyday just to hide the difficulty of adjusting... i dont know how long will this be....my fairy godmother said someday ill get tired.. but i dont want to get tired.. i want to end this with no heart feelings.. i want to say "haay, im happy for me and for the rest of the world" with smile on my face ready to face the sun with no shades at all.....

....this will happen soon.. :)

loving dadi pogi

if i knew that was coming, i would have probably done it for you...
if i knew you were going to be like this, i would have not given you a chance
............. sadly, i didn't know

dadi pogi's right: don't say next time, because next times increase the probabilities of committing mistakes....

haayy dad raul... from now on rhosig na mamahalin ko...haha

what dreams may come

we really need someone to help us go back to the dreams or goals we once had.
yeah.. ice's right.

and i am glad i was able to know ice and jon.. not just on being acquiantances but really knowing them..

we have the same goals and dreams.. not for just ourselves but for everyone we know and even those we do not know and yeah (for the 2nd time ice's right) for the planet......

we've got big dreams.. but i think we're bigger.. hehe.. kaya natin to..

making mistakes

everyone was busy with the campaign and elections stuff when ais, jon and i decided to go to sarahs and talk things over, drinking and wishing it would be mona who'll win.
funny or maybe weird the night was, the topic ice, jon and me was talking about and maynard's sentiments were just the same.

The whole night or maybe half of it revolved round on the conversation on why and how one mistake could ruin every investment you’ve had on good deeds and on establishing a good reputation for yourself. I guess every relationship goes through this, whether parent and child, among colleagues, lovers, etc. but that doesn’t mean we have to stop saving up on good deeds because everything might just be ruined for a mistake that you might do in the future rather try not to do the mistake that will mess up the personality you have been working hard to build.

The night made me realize that or maybe I knew it all along but never had the chance to really ponder on it.

What if you’re on the shoe of someone whom a person made a mistake on? This was the question that made us give distinctions between disappointments, anger, getting hurt, etc. anger is the initial reaction. Well, that is how I decided to define it. But anger fades away and what is left is the disappointment, or rather the feeling that once in your life you were disappointed or hurt by this certain person. I’ve got so many instances of being disappointed in life that I think I’ll never forget. Sa tatay ko na lang ang dami na eh. But that doesn’t mean that I’ll use it aginst him or susumbatan ko sya about it or anything. Basta ang aking lang eh lagi kong naiisip na minsan sa buhay ko eh sinaktan nya ko. Funny thing is, hindi ko alam kung bakit ganon. I am not sure but maybe this is the reason why one mistake could not be compensated by a million of good things you have done.

siguro talaga ngang ganon lang talaga sya..

thesis mania and the field trip

bukas na ang deadliest deadline ng thesis.haaayyy... naiinis ako sa sarili ko bakit ba hindi ko ginawa to noon pa.. pero kung iisipin ko ok lang at least naging masaya naman ako habang hindi ginagawa ang thesis.hehe. ang dami pang gagawing shet!
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the field trip was good.. sa van, im with mond(ha? ano ba yan ngumunguya na naman si raymond), rain na nagpaiwan sa pangasinan at hindi talaga pinalampas ang jewel in the palace, mon "astig" astilla ang susunod na geog rep, jarlo yeh stiff neck jarlo, sweetie sweetest, kate, lady, jayson and leo ang mga walang sawang kumakanta sa buong trip..

famous lines:
sabi ni sir bawal uminom so patago lang kami..
manong caretaker: "oh si sir patagayin nyo naman "
huwaatttt....manong naman oh alam mo ba ang salitang secret..

sir alex dropped us in groups per house for interviews, so im with darren and the very famous jake cadag..after 15 - 20 minutes of eating jake's dragon sid, drinking pepsi and singing in the videoke dahil matipid magsalita si manang..
jake (to darren and me): kayo ba?
darren and me: hahaha..hindi noh close lang kami.
jake: ah ok.. kala ko kasi eh..
nanghina ako sa kakatawa..

sa beach...pag swim ni jake sa DAGAT
jake: ay salt water pala to..
us all: AY HINDI!

sa van, we were joking around saying things in high-pitched voices.. kasi ang virgin daw matinis magsalita...i was laughing na kunwari high-pitch.
leo: hoy,hoy wag ka na humirit dyan..hindi kita nakita kagabi..
me: kaw din hindi ko nakita.haha...

good thing i landed on geography....