because i overhead something

boardmate 1 : ate, bakit late ka na nakatulog kagabi kasi kita ko bukas ilaw mo
boardmate 2: eh kasi may iniisip ako eh
boardmate 1: ano yun?
boardmate 2: nung highschool pa kasi ko nasa province pa ko, may classmate ako may ari ng gasoline station.. ang name nung gasoline station ay JETTI..
boardmate 1: ay jetti haha! parang hetti.. katawa naman yun
boardmate 2: yun nga eh nakakatwa sya.. pero naaalala ko lang.. uhm alam mo ba yung word na jettison?
boardmate 1: uhm hindi po..
boardmate 2: kasi yung jettison eh fature sa airplane na pwedeng mag-unload ng gas..
boardmate 1: bakit naman ma-uunload ng gas?
boardmate 2: eh kasi kung super mabigat yung plane ( ako, naisip ko yung sa air force one, wala lang gusto ko sumabat pero dibale na lang.hehe)
boardmate 1: ayan ate alam mo na ang sagot.. makakatulog ka na ng maaga.
boardmate 2: oo nga.. saya!

si boardmate 1 ay 4th year na sa up law at medyo neurotic na at naghuhum sa sarili PALAGI.. si boardmate 2 ay 3rd year na at may balak mag-law so idol nya si boardmate 1. as in idol! sinasamahan mag-aral sa library..idol ba kamo?

sana ganito na lang din ang thoughts ko pag gabi.. =)

because at least i learned something

this is one thing that i learned about my family and my experiences with them " that no matter how far are we from each other, that no matter how long we dont see each other and NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS AND NO MATTER WHAT WE BECOME love will always exist..
i was 10 when my mom died and later have to live without my dad and few years after that without my sister.. i basically live by myself dont see my family that often...and yet i made it sure that i made them feel secure of my love for them the same that they are doing for me..
i sometimes sulk spending christmases at other family, knowing that we wouldnt celebrate together anyway.. i just felt insecure how other families could consistently spend christmases or birthdays or any other occasions together even when they grow older bring their kids.. mga ganon ba.. but then...
i was told that i should feel lucky having learned that lesson at an early age...well it was a lesson learned the hard way.. very hard actually.. nevertheless it is still a lesson that is very much worth keeping.. and besides i know that lesson will be learned by everyone.. EVERYONE.. lucky for me. i learned it in an early age that keas naman sa iba na maybe they learn it when they are 70 yrs old, dying and nobody's there for them..because they never learn to appreciate..
losing a loved one taught me to appreciate other people and take note of the time ive spent with them cause ill never know when will be the next or baka wala na ngang next diba?its just sad that it is i who know that and yet i have to be surounded with people who dont know..

because i am ;(

i thought i was someone special, but out of all the people in this world (which hurting feeling is killing me right now) you were the one that proved me wrong.

because i was on leave for 5 days

i nearly cried when i showed abby our pictures " oh my God Sarah ang happy happy mo sa pictures." i really was abby, i really am.that was the night of my birthday at dencio's with tasha, jem and abby, 2nd day of my leave..sarap..
sunday, 1st day of my leave was spent on watching playing-coach's basketball game. then, went to tagaytay, went to church, dinner then slept early..
woke up early next morning (wohoo birthday ko na!) to watch taal's view on a sunrise. ganda! then spent lunch and merienda at bulacan with family. then went to dencio's to meet abby, tasha and jem. then, abby needed to go home so we met up with third at the rest of the jodera friends because fm is here in manila for the bar ops..wohoo.. there they were at bmk maynard, dennis, fm and his super cute gf. one of the mangahas boys and nathan. ayun super saya..went to tasha's after.. i wasnt drunk but i would like to pretend i am during that night. haaay..
met up with tasha again at nagparenew sya ng lisensya.. ate, walk and ate again. (oy will we buy that promo at body shop ba?)
bulacan the following day. bonded with tatay while watching dvd's. saw ate's kid. super cute boy, malaki lang butas ng ilong nya.hehe
last day of leave (sigh) chokiss with mica and marie.. then tom kick with marie and my fairy godmother.. you made me cry..i hate you.hehe.. but i missed you so much
now im back to work, super kakatamad but when i saw everyone and told me they miss me, ayan napa-smile na lang ako.. : ) mababaw naman talaga kaligayahan ko eh. =)
until the next year guys...

beacuse the rain wont stop

its like packing your bag ready for a weekend beach trip, but a storm came and you have to unpack all over again. sigh. this is real frustration..

its like packing your bag ready for a weekend beach trip, but a storm came and you have to unpack all over again. sigh. this is real frustration..