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i knew this is going to happen...eventually. so, i prepared for it. but there is still a slight pinch.. ouch..badtrip pero ok na rin..

revelations 2008

1. may"boylet" na si pam
2. magreresign na yung boss ko at isa pang officemate
3. maiiba na ang boss ko(definitely) by next year.

ano nang mangyayari sa akin? bakit yung future ayaw mareveal sa kin. bakit?

because abby had a weird dream

because "falling out" has never been this funny

most people would usually eat a pint of ice cream or shove a good squeeze of whipped cram straight to their mouths...pero...

bwahaha.. seriously funny. haha. natatawa pa rin ako. weird .. haha

because i had my 24th at PALAWAN!

i shrilled like a kid when i saw the fishes.. schoolSSS of fish.. i truly could not ask for more. this year gave me countless of blessing and couple of good lucks which sometimes is fraking me out. but hey, i deserve it.. happy birthday to me. :)

pictures galore

because sometimes i miss UP, i guess

"The more wisdom you obtain, the more you shut your mouth. This isbecause the more that you learn, the more you realize that there areeven more things that you do not know. The true mark of an idiot is aloudmouth, the true mark of a wise man is humility"

-from a UP Professor

because this is how creepy love is

after all, it really didn't matter if i left, because bella could never see me the way i wished she should. never see me as someone worthy of love.

never.

could a ded, frozen heart break. it felt like mine would.

"edward", bella said.

i froze, satring at her unopened eyes

had she woken, caught me here? she looked asleep, yet her voice had been so clear....

she sighed a quiet sigh, and then moved restlessly again, rolling to her side-still fast asleep and dreaming.

"edward", she mumbled soflty.

she was dreaming of me.

could a dead, frozen heart beat again. it felt like mine was about to.

because our next stop is SAGADA

since jem and i havent been able to go to Sagada, we decided to finally plan it and drag along kei with us. it was actually a way to ease my upcoming frustration on my birthday trip. shet! but it really did. this trip gave an amount of happiness that i could keep in the next two years i think. haha.

the whole a trip was a mixture of immeasurable happiness, tiresome, few booboos and not to mention near death experiences...not as simple as falling of one level of the terraces beause that would be so pathetic. ours was nearly being torn into pieces by around 5 stray dogs; waiting for light to come inside a cold, cramped (with very low ceiling) cave, with our faces almost kissing each other, our feet soaked to a very cold running water at oo naiihi pa ko. shet. and of course countless ghosts encounters, diba jem?haha..

we all left with sleepy, tired heads yet happy ones. it was indeed a fruitful experience for all of us :)

because we're going to make new memories

my old floral backpack gave up on me on our trip to mount daguldol and so is my old nike rubber shoes that i have to leave that resulted to me trekking down a mountain with marye's maluwag havaianas. God! super sakit sa ankles. anyway, i was thinking of buying a new backpack for my trips when i saw this bag at toby's. super in love ako kaagad. but it took two months for me to have the courage to spend this amount of money. yeah, its like buying a cheap phone but then i've outgrew gadgets already (ang tanda ko na!). naisip ko, i can put plastics or foam inside it at pwede ko na sya yakapin habang natutulog ako..

i went home one day in bulacan and found my old bangka diesel slippers that did not even gave up on our river trekking in aurora. i've thought of my old bag and dreamt of the good memories we have shared. now i'm just waiting for the pet bottle kids to stop by our house and just give it to them. hoping they could still use it and build the same level of happy memories i've had with that bag..

it may not be the super lite version that i was able to buy (dahil wala sa pilipinas) but hey ROX at boni hight street has the same item in red! super nice! (twice pa ko na bumalik ng ROX at iniisip ko pa talaga kung bibilin ko). ngayon akin na sya :) super happy and super excited to bring along this thing on my trips and on building more happy memories.....

ang sabi nga ni kuya na taga ROX "ma'am, enjoy kayo!"

because we're going to morocco after beijing =)

Go Honey!

because i already have plans

i want something like this for my honeymoon. =)

because i don't think our head count is 100 max

anyone who was born on 1984?

raise your hand please.......

because i badly needed this kind of conversation

chriss: hi. musta? lumabas na result ng board...wala name ko. bagsak :(

me: ay sad naman. ano ng gagawin mo?

chriss: ok lang yan. nag-aaply na ko ng bpa, teacher ng korean, saka siguro magpaka-active na lang muna ko sa red cross. exam ulit sa november

me: magrereview ka ulit?

chriss: self review na lang siguro or pag final coaching na lang

me: sayang naman

chriss: ganon talaga. everything has a purpose. hindi pa siguro time or hindi para sakin talaga.... God knows what's best for us . . kahit pumasa ko ganyan parin naman siguro thinking ko.

me: bilib talaga ko sayo. lagi kang kalmado. ikaw na ang next kay martin"grace under pressure" bañez.haha

chriss: nyek.bilib ka dyan.hehe. masyado ko kasi pinepressure sarili ko eh hindi naman dapat. i have to live my life at my own pace. hindi ko dapat iisipin tingin ng ibang tao. eto ko ganito ko. alam ko isa kong mabuting binhi. lalago at magiging isang magandang ani.haha.hahaha

me: at saan mo naman nakuha yan!?!

chriss: seriously? sa simbahan. sa bible. this (not passing the board exam) will just make me stronger. and i'll take that as a challenge.

me: naks. hanep sa fighting spirit. sana ganyan din ako.

chriss: hahaha. wag. puro fighting spirit lang ako eh. hehe. joke. pero totoo, galing ito sa mga taong nasa paligid ko at kasama ka na doon. kaya salamat

me: oo naman.

chriss: naks naman. na-touch ako

me: hello..ang tagal na kaya kitang kaibigan. mula noon hanggang ngayon payat ka pa rin

chriss: nyenye. fine.

me: so pwede na kitang asarin ngayon?

chriss: oo na. hindi ako pumasa.

me: joke lang

chriss: tse..hehe. ok lang noh.. :)... uhm inom tayo?haha

me: antok na ko... sorry..

chriss: sige next time..

me: ok

because i'm coming back to my old self

naaadik na naman ako sa pinoy dream academy! shet!

because this is really is it!

1 band

1 night

1 ground

1 million pilipinos

because my horoscope says so

cosmopolitan philippines July 2008 issue

" .... single? a one night stand can bring a very romantic relationship"

do i really need to get laid before i can get romance? am i destined to be indecent?

because there is too much delay

Oh no there you go

looked away and missed the show

how much wasted time

will you survive?

Oh yeah fooled again,

I don't know how and I don't know when

Not much else to blame

But wishful thinking

i guess so mr. sheik. but i guess mine is too much....

because i have a new boyfriend

because sometimes barbies at 23 do not make sense

do people really need to undergo everything? i do not think it is necessary and i don't think it is possible anyway.

example:not because i did not have lots of barbies or flashy toys when i was young does not mean i will buy all the barbies in the world (now that i could afford it) just so i could suffice my longingness on them when i was young.
ipunin ko na lang pera ko para makabili ng toy store para sa mga magiging anak ko.

may mga bagay na dapat iniiwan na lang sa nakaraan. at may mga bagay na hindi na nararapat sa kasalukuyang panahon. pero totoo may mga taong ganyan kaya nga naimbento ang terminolohiyang "tumatanda ng paurong"

we grow older everyday, so think first before you taste it, smell it, watch it, experience it, snort it. baka akala mo lang kasi bagay sayo pero sa totoo lang hindi.

because someday i will find you

soon, i'll get tired of boredom so i need to find a new hobby. i tried listing it down but i just can't seem to really figure out what i like.

i know someday i'll find it, see it, or read it from somewhere. just one single word and i will know that "yeah. you are the one! at last!"