thinking.....

the sem break is almost over, and what? i still have 3 research papers pending all due asap. i feel so bad. i wish i was a kid. all i have to do is to stomp my feet, have that baby tantrums and all, cry until im tired, sleep then i'm ok. but i just cant. you know im a kid no more. i know there are tantrums apt for a lady like me, like getting drunk or... hihi..nevermind. but its bad, pinapaasa lang nya ko na matatapos ang problema pero pagadating ng bukas hindi pa pala. ayun, thesis pa rin sya, paper pa rin sya, at ayan naman sya. binubulabog ako. haay.. when will this end?

im tired....i need a break, but i cant possibly do so.... or can everyelse have a break then i'll do what i have to do? oh i think that's a lot better.

should have been two weeks ago

• i love going to the movies. with a group, a date, alone i dont care. well, we had this term paper for art studies, art as entertainment, and our group chose movies as an art form. well movies are said to entertain people, basically because movies in one way or another gives people a glimpse of their own life and give them a view of what might happen in the end.
  
• ang sarap maging bida sa pelikula kaso pano kung pang side line ka lang? well, naisip ko masaya din pala when you think other people would thank you (or at least that's what you think it is) for giving their lives a spice or a twist churva. hehe.
  
• as for me, seeing myself on that role on that storyline, is no entertainment at all. sad but true, sa bagay dadating din naman yung time na ako naman ang bida, sana.

what's wrong anything with the matter

it was after my friends' exams and after my geog 109 database shit, we went to drews and drank our fave drink, mango juice spiked up with vodka. some guys kept staring at us (ehem..ehem..totoo to as in!) they even asked us to share tabol (with an O!)with them, how pathetic! after a girl approach us to tell us that her guy friends(theres 3 of them) would like to meet us(we're really simply irresistible you know, ngarag pa kami nyan ha.hehe) the other one was sane the, the other one was so so, the other never mind. btw, his name is Eboi (he probably wouldn't have the chance to read this, if yes, he wouldn't remember this) paolo ballesteros look a like and ethel booba (guy version) brain a like. got it?

jaja: GC kasi ako eh
Eboi: what's GC? (ok, pa-english ka pa, pero ok lang understable pa)
jaja: uhmm.. Grade Conscious.
Eboi:ah ok, don't know that one. don't speak street lingo eh.
jaja, juraine and me: ok! (hhmmmm... TO! loser!so what's the wrong with the matter) hehe.
that was one hell of an experience with guys hanging out in bars everynight, probabaly giving girls the same pick-up lines everynight. that won't work with us dude. hmmm. i'm sleepy.

from dubai with whatever

• that movie shit made my head ache, yah my heart and my pride. but still, i was happy, it brought me back to my sanity.