sarah VS 120peso cab ride(back and forth)

last saturday, abi and i went to Dutdutan '09: Phil Tatto Expo at A-Venue. abi got free VIP tickets, vip tickets that we really weren't sure what kind of perks it may have. so we just roamed around a-venue, exploring the tattoo booths and watching the bikini show.

sam yg: question, kunwari nasa bar ka, at nasanggi mo ang tooot ng isang lalaki habang nagsasayaw. ano ang sasabihin mo?

contestant: uhm..sori?

abi: ehem..hindi lang pala triceps mo ang malaki...

so later, we got bored, so we asked one event person what comes with the VIP ticket. "ay may free food po mam. samahan ko kayo." so we followed the girl and next thing we knew we were sitting in pretty glammed up chairs, eating really nice food and eating dinner next to will de vaugn, kc montero, boys night trio, and kitty girls.haha..at may sandamakmak na cases ng colt45. as in umuulan ng colt45.

and we got this...

it was one of ricky sta ana's friends who took this picture. very nice diba? =)

sarah VS cheesy music videos

something i got from my korean-crazy-who-has-a-pseudo-korean-boylet friend lara.

sarah VS more fangirling

DEKADA: Sugarfree 10th Anniversary Concert

i loved everything except the fact that bogie didn't play his guitar this time.haha. its like i'm assuming that he's really part of the band. anyway, very beautiful concert indeed and very intimate, and that is what i loved the most about the concert. a bit cheesy though on some parts, but hey, pagbigyan na si ebe. =)

kuya ebesir jal
baby face kaka
blast from the past mitch

sarah VS the masked men

while i was sulking that i didnt plan any trip for my birthday.. i realized maybe God really wanted to bless me more...

they're coming to manila beybeh!
and im going to have a picture with phi!

hum with me.. happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you..happy birthday, happy birthday, happy bithday to meeeeeeee.. weeeh

my fangirling life is the roolll!

sarah VS comfy beds

has anyone viewed Aquino Productions' Docu:The Last Journey of Ninoy(from the day he delivered a speech in LA to the day he died at the then known MIA)?

i watched it Sunday night and from then on, i fully appreciated how great it is to sleep in my bed knowing that tomorrow is another boring work day. i fully appreciated everything i have.and while appreciating alot, i felt ashamed at the same time that i cringe at the thought of boredom. i felt ashamed that my life moves slowly. and i felt ashamed that i do not, not even an inch, blamed myself for all the procrastination and how uneventful my life is. malaya akong gawin lahat ng gusto ko, pero wala akong ginawa.

while Ninoy, wants to do more but he cannot do anything but walked around his cell, hoping that he gets tired and soon fall asleep, knowing that tomorow is the same day. for more than 7 year he did that.

Sigh..right now, i feel like a strifling insect.

sarah VS singlehood

3rd wheel!

but thanks a lot Marye, JC and friends!

sarah VS the wait

finally....

my arms are so big.. but i do not care. mark (first name basis) is hugging them like he's hugging a pillow.. ok lang isipin na lang nya boobs yan..haha..

i was expecting to see sugarfree at the premiere of Dinig Sana Kita.. too bad i wasn't able to see them...

but hey, this is greater blessing.. =) right? RIGHT!!!!

sarah VS fangirling

"the shirt i have on is too big for me, but your arms they fit me perfectly."

sarah VS the weighing scale

me: tay, gumagana ba tong weighing scale?
tay: pag tinapakan mo hindi na.
me: tse!
tay: ay buhatin mo nga si izee tapos magtimbang kayo.
me: para?
tay: para malaman natin yung timbang nya.
me: ha?
tay: ikaw plus izee minus ikaw diba? ikaw naman ang hina sa mathematics.
me: eh di sya na lang mag-isa
tay: kung ginagawa nya yun, eh di sana si izee na lang ang sinabihan ko na tumapak sa weighing scale. kaw naman, common sense.

WOW!

because my nephew turned a year older

izee and his mock birthday celebration

and hopefully a year wiser

because i do not know what would i rather be

1. malungkot ka. wala kang ginagawa. madami kang panahon para maging malungkot. kaya mong humiga sa kama at maging tulala ng maghapon. malungkot ka na nga wala ka pang kwenta dahil hindi ka productive na tao.

or

2. makungkot ka. pero busy ka. sobrang busy wala kang panahon mag-isip. pero pag may idle time ka at naisip mo ang kalungkutan mo feeling mo sasabog ka na. malungkot ka na nga, pagod ka pa.

hmm...

choosing the evil-er or the evil-est

kung papipiliin ka, anong pipiliin mo?

1. isang taong mabait dati na naging masama na ngayon?
2. isang taong masama na dati pa at hindi na magbabago kahit kailan?

so sino na?

because i cant hide the excitement

"kung maari bang kumutan ka
sa anumang bagyong nagbabadya,
walang laban ang lamig
sa init ng ating pag ibig."

- Mornings and Airports Album by Sugarfree

coming this July na!

dahil may mga taong garapal

got a day off yesterday because manila's on holiday.. so took the oppurtunity to file for IDs and made myself a registered voter of Mandaluyong! yey! so bakit na nga ulit laging walang kuryente?

got a schedule for photo op for SSS Id which took years para lang matuloy ito.. SSS has the worst procedures when it comes to getting id's. i swear. super bagal.. super haba ng pila.. super sira ng cameras sa ibang SSS branches. so you're left with no choice kundi pumunta sa main office.

and i'll be receiving my TIN id na this Tuesday..

while having lunch at East Ave by myself, nag-iisip pa ko ng iba pang id na pwede kong kuhanin except sa senior citizen's id. so there i saw LTO at naisipan kong kumuha ng student's license and i regretted it. leche!

http://senorenrique.blogspot.com/2008/08/drivers-license-renewal-at-local-lto.html

me: "uhm magkano po?"

nameless bastard: "ah hija, 700.. 300 sa resibo.. 400 ay alam mo na" sabay sandal sa upuan and gave me a smirk.."

me: "ah ok sige po withdraw muna ko.."

nameless bastard: "anong oras ka babalik?"

me: "sa palagay mo babalik pa ko?"

susumbong kita kay chriss na pulis!

because nothing can stop you

you really are amazing..
it was five years ago that we've met, you're out of school.. a bum.. but back then you're really quite special =)

now you've achieved so much.. you're a registered nurse and now you're going to be a policeman

congrats on the oathtaking..

see you after 6 months..

Because Binay can give all Filipinos a scare

First Black President

picture courtesy of www.goodtimesmanila.com

because the times have changed

knowing yourself is knowing the things that you can and cannot do; and knowing the things that you will and will never do.

iba ang paggawa ng kasalanan sa hindi pagsunod sa prinsipyong binuo mo.

something i learned from work that is apt for everyday lives is that we will never be judged by how many mistakes we did but on how gracefully we get up from every mistake.

action point.action point!

because working with you is becoming tougher each day

i will not hate you
i will control myself
i will not hate you
i will control myself
i will not hate you
i will control myself
i will not hate you
i will control myself
i will not hate you
i will control myself
i will not hate you
i will control myself

aahh... now i hope it sinks in. .

memories of lobby

i slipped at the main lobby at the office and now i have a giant black and blue bruise on my right knee. its so big it can say hello. =)

ouch!

dahil kailangan mag-ingat sa paggawa ng salad

Showbiz talk show host Jobert Sucaldito is recovering at the Capitol Medical Center in Quezon City after a successful emergency surgery to remove a large piece of cucumber that got stuck in his rectum, according to reports.

Sucaldito, one of the hosts of ABS-CBN’s “The Buzz,” reportedly met with the accident Sunday night and was rushed to the hospital after complaining of “extreme pain” in his bottom.

X-rays subsequently revealed that a broken piece of cucumber, about five inches in length, had gotten lodged into the lower end of his large intestine.

It was not immediately clear how the cucumber got there.

The surgeons who operated on Sucaldito were tight-lipped and refused to discuss his case with media, citing doctor-patient confidentiality. Oddly enough, they all looked like they were trying vainly to keep from laughing and refused to look reporters in the eye.

Members of Sucaldito’s household who declined to be named said they recovered the other half of the cucumber, also five inches in length, in Sucaldito’s bedroom.

They said it had “bite marks” and was in a “soggy” state.

Besides the cucumber, they said they also found “a bottle of Johnson’s baby oil, pictures of scantily clad men, and lots of tissue paper.”

Reached by phone, Sucaldito said he is fine and will be discharged from hospital soon. He explained that it was all an accident.

Cucumbers Have Rights, Too

“Gumagawa kasi ako ng salad. Napaupo ako dun sa chair e meron palang pipino dun na patayo ang pusisyon. Basta, mabilis kasi ang mga pangyayari (I was making a salad. I sat on a
chair but there was a cucumber there in an upright position. Everything just happened so fast)” he said.

In a related development, a group of vegan Filipinos is reportedly thinking of filing an abuse complaint against Sucaldito for allegedly molesting a harmless and defenseless vegetable.

http://goodtimesmanila.com/

because i feel like blogging but i dont know what to say

"A Jedi gains power through understanding and a Sith gains understanding through power."
- Palpatine (Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith)

ha!

because its abi's birthday

"it was the jeepney rides on the way home that we were able to get to know each other but it was the marco crisis that got us really close."

- abi

because i do not have anything to do but copy-paste emails here

Dear Mr. Bob Ong,

Matagal ko na pong nililigawan itong chik na nakilala ko recently sa isang party. Nasisiraan na ako ng bait. Pag nakilala mo siya, tiyak matutunaw ang utak mo sa kakaisip sa kanya.

Hingi lang po ako ng advice. Paano ko po siya mapapaibig? Bibigyan ko ba siya ng tula? Haharanahin ko ba siya? Roses? Kalachuchi? Chocnut at sampaguita?

In lab na po ako. Ano po ang gagawin ko? Is she the one?

Lubos na gumagalang,
-MATT -

- ANG REPLY -

Dear MATT,

Hindi ka talaga sasagutin niyang nililigawan mo. Napaka-old school kasi ng mga tactics mo. Wala nang gumagawa ng ganyan. Sa panahon ngayon, lahat ng bagay, nagtaas na. Nagtaas na ang gasolina, nagtaas na ang presyo ng bigas at mga bilihin, nagtaas na ang pamasahe, at lalong nagtaas na rin ng standards ang mga babae. Hindi na uubra yang siopao at suman mo. Lalo na yung huli mong binigay, hopia at santan. Ano ba pare? Ano'ng era ka ba pinanganak?

Pero don't worry. It's not too late. May pag-asa ka pa. Hindi pa naman siya kinakasal at di pa niya sinasagot yung crush niya na basketball player. Kahit lamang siya ng sampung paligo sa'yo, daanin mo sa utak at creativity. Dahil aminin na natin, iyon na LANG talaga ang pag-asa mo. Heto, bibigyan kita ng mga simple, tried and tested na mga regalo para di siya mapurga sa hopia at siomai. Sundin mo 'to, tiyak na lalaglag ang bagang niya sa'yo. Mga medyo more than your usual regalong panligaw:

1. Bili ka ng century tuna. Ilagay mo sa isang napakalaking box-yung sinlaki ng TV o kaya box ng desktop PC mo. Tapos balutan mo ng magarang pambalot. Kuntsabahin mo na yung teacher niya sa Calculus. Sa gitna ng klase, bigla kang kumatok sa classroom. Pero dapat, incognito ka. Magsuot ka ng LBC jacket, magshades, at magsuot ng surgical mask. Pagpasok mo sa classroom, iabot mo yung box sa teacher, at papirmahin mo ng acknowledgement receipt. Tapos pabuksan mo in front of everyone. Tignan mong mabuti ang reaction sa mukha niya.

Later during the day, pag tinanong niya kung bakit Century Tuna ang binigay mo, iikot mo yung lata at ituro mo yung sign na "Omega 8." Pag tinanong niya kung ano yung Omega 8, sabihin mo: "because you're good for my heart."

2. Mangolekta ka ng isang dosenang hanger na libre mong nakukuha tuwing nagpapa-dry clean ka. Tapos, sa bawat hanger, isulat mo: "I miss hanging out with you."

3. Instead of roses, kuha ka ng tissue paper sa banyo ng school mo. Gawin mong tissue paper roses. Gawa ka ng isang dosena. Pag-abot mo, sabihin mo, "Ganito kalinis ang pag-ibig ko sa'yo."

4. Bili ka ng tetra pack ng mantikang Minola. Tapos bilugan mo yung "with Omega 8." Hindi na siya magtatanong kung bakit.

5. Bigyan mo ng ice cream cone. Dapat cone lang at walang ice cream. Pag hinanap niya yung ice cream, sabihin mo, "natunaw na kakatitig sa'yo."

6. Bili ka ng sandosenang box ng crayola. Kolektahin mo lahat ng black. Lagay mo sa isang box ng crayola. Sa likod, isulat mo: "Walang kulay ang buhay kung wala ka."

7. Bigyan mo siya ng mumurahing bumbilya. Alam mo na siguro by this time kung ano ang isasagot pag tinanong niya kung bakit.

8. Itext mo siya ng: "Hindi tayo tao, hindi tayo hayop, hindi tayo halaman. Bagay tayo. Bagay!"

9. Bigyan mo siya ng calling card ng MMDA. Sa likod, isulat mo "para pag nagkabanggaan ang puso natin."

10. Padalhan mo ng Happy Meal pero huwag mong ibibigay yung libreng laruan. Paghinanap niya, sabihin mo: "Ako yung freebie, at ikaw yung meal na nagpapahappy sa'kin."

11. Sunugin ang kanyang bahay at padalhan ng hallmark card: "aanhin mo pa ang bahay mo, kung matagal ka nang nakatira sa puso ko"

12. Pagkatapos sunugin ang kanyang bahay, padalhan siya ng isang box ng posporo, Guitar brand. unahan ang kanyang galit at sabihin, "ayan ang posporo na ginamit ko sa pagsunog ng iyong bahay, match na tayo"

13. Sa kalagitnaan ng isang malupit na bagyo, pasalubungan sya ng "salbabida", wag payong, o mainit na mami. Pag nagtanong bkt? ang isagot mo ay " ayaw kong malunod ka sa pag mamahal ko."

14. Pag pumayag na siyang makipagdate, dalhin mo siya sa canteen at huwag bibitawan ang kamay. Pag tinanong niya kung bakit, ituro mo yun sign na "don't leave your valuables unattended"


Handang Tumulong Lagi,

Bob Ong

not because i'm a fan

or anything... wala lang natuwa lang ako

that is sandara park over there (2nd from the left) with her fellow girl groupmates named 2NE1.

hehe. even koreans think she's funny.

at least consistent sa pangarap. =)

because books matter

i went to ms. zafra's event at jumpstreet galleria entitled book matters

and got this......

how cute!
please see www.serjbumatay.blogspot.com

the book is entitled Naku, Nakuu, Nakuuu, a book published by Adarna House which is about a boy expecting a sibling and his endless querries about child bearing and all. the book won the PBBY-Salanga Prize (writers) and PBBY-Alcala Prize (illustrators)

also present is Leo Agtuca, illustrator of the book Apolacus (also from Adarna House) and a batchmate from UP Baguio. yeyey!

Happy Reading!

because i have crazy friends

"ang pokpok binabayaran.
ikaw, libre ka. venue lang ang may bayad.
kung talagang tigang yan, papayag yan"

- jem

going back home

if know this is going to happen, i would have pushed myself to cross the closed borders of thailand from cambodia.

our supposed flight back to the philippines was at 5:40pm and we were told that we can just arrive at the airport around 1 hour before the flight, so that's what we did since im not a fan of waiting at the airport for three hours long, the norm for international flights.

we arrived at around 4:40 exactly one hour and there we were told that the gates for the cebu pacific flight is already closed. we and another filipina pleaded to let us in since our 4000peso plane ticket would be put into nothing but another hole in our pockets

for another 5000 worth of plane ticket just to go home. and to our badluck, it was 5:40 already and we were sitting on our bags nearly crying about this disaster.

there are just a few things i remembered that night and the dawn after:

i've memorize the ins and outs of the three terminals in singapore
we went back to hyatt for a chance of help
we did get help from liyana =)
we bought dinner at 10pm
we were able to eat it at 3am
we were able to baord a jetstar plane at around 6AM and immediately dozed off
the next thing i knew, im back.

but then if this is how amazing race goes, maybe it really is amazing after all =)

Singapore

We arrived at Singapore at around 12noon via jetstar from siem reap and one stop to phnon penh. we checked in at our hotel, very tired for its been a week already since we left the Philippines.

we slept during the afternoon, woke up and we ate at one chinese restaurant, a treat from a friend who lives in Singapore.

the following day, we went to sentosa thru the cable car which costs around 20SGD. it was my first cable car ride ever (at 24!) so i was quite excited about it. a few minutes after we alighted the cable car, walked around the island, had coffee and went back again at the hotel

we pretty much didnt do anything at singapore as this wasnt really part of the trip. i guess it was enough already to have seen sentosa, to have experienced a cable car ride, to have used the mrt numerous times and to have visited a friend.

angkor wat at its finest!

we woke up at around 4am and left the hotel at 5am to see the sun rise behind the temples of Angkor Wat.. we arrived there and to our surprise, there are about a hundred tourists waiting at the grounds already, with their dslr and tripods ready to capture the moment. with just our fashonista cameras at hand, we decided to drink some coffee first at a food stall nearby, while waiting for the sun to rise. the coffee was one of the finest coffee i've tasted so far. bad thing i wasnt able to buy the beans to bring back home.

its is Khmer New Year, by the way, so imagine the tons of people you'll see at the Angkor Wat.
the temple grounds was huge. and i swear, as much as we want to travel around, our bodies and feet cant anymore. we spent around 30-40 minutes inside one temple just taking pictures and walking around the grounds. later, after admitting that we are all tired we decided to head back home just right in time for lunch.

after, we checked in at our new hotel and took advatange of the hotel's pool becasue it was really hot that day. after a few hours of being submerged in the hotel's pool. we hurriely changed clothes for dinner and clubbing afterwards. we walked along pub street and decided to drink at angkor what bar. it was a long night, you really can stop drinking the bar's mixes. it was really good plus 2 bartenders there are from the same country as we are!

it is located at a very accessible location. charlie, the owner of this bar is very nice and accommodating and has the most extensive music playlist i've ever heard. you can just request any song you want. drinks are relatively cheap, beer would cost at around 4usd per pitcher which is good for 4 people. cocktails in pitcher would start at around 5usd. buy two pitchers in one order and get 1 Angkor What? Bar shirt, very nice thing to bring back home!

unexpected three nights at Siem Reap

i scanned thru our pre-tour emails after i got back and one of my friends stated the siem reap is a must-see for seeing angkor wat is the whole point of the trip and really, siem ream did make a point.

it was another 6 hour trip form phnom penh to siem reap and we took the Mai Linh bus again. and we arrived at siem reap at around 2pm and went to Ei8ht rooms hotel as to where we will stay.

we were suppose to go next to Thailand the day after arriving at siem reap but we were told that borders to Thailand are closed for the meantime and that there has been an advisory to cancel travels to Thailand. so we decided to check for airlines that would take us back to the philippines and decided to take a flight to singapore and spend a few days there and take a singapore-philippine route.

now at the hotel, they suggested that we buy tickets to Angkor Wat for the following day to avoid long lines of tourists who would want to see the temples. we did as what we've been told and proceeeded to Angkor Wat after arranging our things inside our rooms. we arrived at Angkor Wat at around 5pm, bought tickets for the following day, and to our luck, they allowed us to go inside since its already late in the afternoon and that we have tickets already for the following day. so, having bought a 20usd one-day ticket to see a UNESCO Heritage site, we head on to see the sunset. it was a spectacular view and it was quite pleasant to see our bus mates at the Angkor Wat also. =)

we headed back to our place, went out again to look for other hotels since we only have one night reservation at Ei8ht Rooms and that we needed a cheaper place to stay in considering we've made extra spendings on unexpected flight bookings. we found one, quite father than the previous one but it was lovely and they have a pool and what more can you ask for 20USD/per night/per room and we stiill have to divide it into four since there's four of us staying in this big room.

it was actually fantastic that we decided to stay at siem reap for three nights. and even three nights wasnt enough!

Phnom Penh

we arrived at phnom penh at around 3pm from our 7hour road trip from ho chi minh to phnom penh. we took the Mai Linh bus for 200,000VND which includes a free bottle of water for the entire bus ride. the 7 hour was quite a relief for me as i just slept thru the entire trip. i remember just waking up for stop overs, border crossing and looking at the window and asking my vietnamese seatmate "are we there yet?" to which he will politely asnwer "three hours more" or "two more hours" or whatever time it is.

when we arrived, we checked in at billabong hotel, as to where our friend made a reservation for us. on our first day we just tried the pool, ate early dinner, took a bath and walked around phnom penh to look for a tuktuk driver who will tour us the following day and to search for nice bars to grab a drink.

we ended up at chow bar and restaurant, drank beer and ate spring rolls again. while we were laughing and talking in a loud and rapid tagalog, a photographer from phnom penh post ask us if he could take a picture of the four of us for their local newspaper. we agreed and the monday after, before we left for siem reap, there we saw our pictures at the phnom penh post. haha.

the following day, we asked our tuktuk driver, sarath, to take us to the killing fields or the Choeung Ek Execution Area, 30 mins away from our hotel. it is the largest of the many execution areas during the Khmer Rouge. its quite a vast area but considering that there are thousands of people who died there, you'll suddenly feel cramped inside. its big but i bet everything is within hearing distance.i could not imagine myself being there waiting to be killed the following day while hearing other people screaming in pain and begging to spare their love ones' life. i myself would not wait for the following day.

the next we went to is the Toul Sleng Musuem. its a 4-building complex, a previous secondary school that was converted into prison during the Khmer Rouge. there are 14 graveyards there and those are the last 14 victims before the Khmer Rouge ended and are to be used as evidences for the remaining proponents of the Khmer Rouge to undergo trial after lots of efforts from the cambodian goverment and funding from UN, cambodia and other countries as well..
its feels ironic that these two places mark phnom penh and are considered to be "tourist attractions" when all Kampucheans want is to forget those years when 1/4 of their population was pained to death. you'd bet that each of them has at least one loved one who've died during those years. our tuktuk driver cannot even talked about it or maybe he just does not understand. there are a lot of places and experiences that will touch you but a few of them can move you, and these two did. we cannot even talked to each other on our way to lunch. we cannot even smile for pictures while we were at those places.

after, we looked for frizz restaurant, where we plan to eat for lunch. it was fantastic. i never thought i could eat again after the musuem visits but the look of the food just made me drool.
our afternoon itinerary includes passing by royal palace. in front is a park where you could feed and play with the pigoens flying and resting at the park. atfter was trip to the russian market and then we went back to the hotel to pack our bags for our next stop which is siem reap. =)

Ho Chi Minh City

it was during our trip to boracay that we thought of going to another country by april, that was end november and now i'm back in manila.haha.

it was april 8, holy wednesday, at around 11pm that we boarded cebu pacific going to saigon. we arrived at 1:30am (saigon's time) and hurriedly rode a cab going to park hyatt as to where we will stay for free! thanks to our dear friend tasha for the five star hotel accommodation.
after few hours of sleep after, we headed to have our money changed into VND. we felt rich holding 500,000VND++, for 1USD = 17,000VND.




the most amazing thing in this city is the presence of too many motorcycles around. i've never even seen it but its like a stampede of gazelles, then imagine yourself crossing the street. Motorcyles have been the most rampant form of transportation in the city, from flower deliveries, laundry services. we even saw a man trying to transport manequins in these very busy streets. their roads may be clogged but you'd appreciate the cleanliness of the city after a long day. try scratching your arms or your neck and you won't see or feel any dirt. =)




we met one of our college friends, who's also having a vacation in ho chi minh and offered to tour us around since she knows the place quite well. we went first to vietnam musuem which is near Le Duan Street, just inside the gates of the zoo. you'd see how ho chi minh has been once a french colony. everything is wrtten in vietnamese, english and french. next we went to is the reunification palace which is also known as the independence palace which is south vietnam president's former palace. fees to both places woul cost around 15,000VND each.
after two museums that we've been to, we went to pho24 to have something to eat.

ho chi minh maybe humid and hot, but you can never resist their steaming beef noodle soup, spring rolls, and lemon juice. we ate at around 5pm and we didnt feel hungry until the day after.
the next day, we ate at wrap and roll for lunch which also serves nice food. after, we went to war museum, passed by the notre dame cathedral and dropped by their post office to send some postcards back home and to some firends from other countries. then we went to ben thanh market to buy souveneirs and of course to buy coffee that i would try back home.
we tried to get back home early and rest for we will be leaving the following day for phnom penh.

because maybe im too sure of myelf

one saturday afternoon.....

kei: sa palagay nyo ba ok kayong girlfriend?

me (with conviction): oo naman!
jem shrugs
kei: hindi. feeling ko nakakasawa ako kaya iniiwan nila ko
tasha. no

shit. kapal ko. ayan tuloy!

kanina pa tayo magkasama

umaga na pala,

maya maya lang ay may araw na

kahit tayo'y pagod

buong mundo ay tulog

ikaw at ako

derederetso lang

walang pakialam

.

to chriss who has been very wonderful to me.

cheers to year 2003 to forever.

congrats! nurse ka na!

because i am tired of this job

im not sure why i'm pissed off with an auto reply...

it actually isn't that stressful around here but i need change this year.

when i get back. i'll rethink everything..promise!

because i made new friends

its like college days with jeremy and tristan (dahil uuwi ng maaga si marie) drinking at Sikatuna again. us, not being mindful of the time, not mindful of toxicity, not mindful of everything.

mga kacornihang walang katapusan, walang hangganan..

to baguio... to luzon and the rest of the philippines..
iba-iba ang lasa ng red horse eh.. bakit ba?

25 going on 15

haha. labo.....


kung may isang artista nung bata ka na gusto mong makita ngayon, sino?


tadaaaaaah...





sambag, i heart you..hehe

spending valentines with my dexter

the philippines as funnily told, spends the longest valentines fron feb 13 to feb 15. feb 13 is spent for the husband's mistress, feb 14 for the real couples and feb 15 for the wife's other man. why does valentines have to be this scary and jologs to everyone? pero hindi mo rin masisisi dahil bwakanang inang megamall yan, ang daming tao and not only that budat may bridal fair pa sa mega trade hall. kabadtrip pero ok lang kasi wala ako dun, sabi lang sa kin at syempre mag boyfriend sila at syempre sila din yung pumunta sa bridal fair..

my valetines was spent with a hell combi of slasher and crime suspense series..Dexter!!! i love dexter, it made numbers so boring as in!

to others, valentines was like this........................

and this ........

and this....................

haha. adik ako..sa mga napiktyuran ko..sikat na kayo!!!! pero hindi ko kayo kilala. yan ang ginagawa ko sa up fair habang sinisira ng mga orcs ang wall ng helms deep.

happy valentines! ang saya!

the "curious" case of benjamin button

kuya guard: ma'am saan po kayo
me: sa row J po


lakad..lakad.. at dyeran!!! dinala ako ni kuya sa row G

walang title

i knew this is going to happen...eventually. so, i prepared for it. but there is still a slight pinch.. ouch..badtrip pero ok na rin..

revelations 2008

1. may"boylet" na si pam
2. magreresign na yung boss ko at isa pang officemate
3. maiiba na ang boss ko(definitely) by next year.

ano nang mangyayari sa akin? bakit yung future ayaw mareveal sa kin. bakit?

because abby had a weird dream

because "falling out" has never been this funny

most people would usually eat a pint of ice cream or shove a good squeeze of whipped cram straight to their mouths...pero...

bwahaha.. seriously funny. haha. natatawa pa rin ako. weird .. haha

because i had my 24th at PALAWAN!

i shrilled like a kid when i saw the fishes.. schoolSSS of fish.. i truly could not ask for more. this year gave me countless of blessing and couple of good lucks which sometimes is fraking me out. but hey, i deserve it.. happy birthday to me. :)

pictures galore

because sometimes i miss UP, i guess

"The more wisdom you obtain, the more you shut your mouth. This isbecause the more that you learn, the more you realize that there areeven more things that you do not know. The true mark of an idiot is aloudmouth, the true mark of a wise man is humility"

-from a UP Professor

because this is how creepy love is

after all, it really didn't matter if i left, because bella could never see me the way i wished she should. never see me as someone worthy of love.

never.

could a ded, frozen heart break. it felt like mine would.

"edward", bella said.

i froze, satring at her unopened eyes

had she woken, caught me here? she looked asleep, yet her voice had been so clear....

she sighed a quiet sigh, and then moved restlessly again, rolling to her side-still fast asleep and dreaming.

"edward", she mumbled soflty.

she was dreaming of me.

could a dead, frozen heart beat again. it felt like mine was about to.

because our next stop is SAGADA

since jem and i havent been able to go to Sagada, we decided to finally plan it and drag along kei with us. it was actually a way to ease my upcoming frustration on my birthday trip. shet! but it really did. this trip gave an amount of happiness that i could keep in the next two years i think. haha.

the whole a trip was a mixture of immeasurable happiness, tiresome, few booboos and not to mention near death experiences...not as simple as falling of one level of the terraces beause that would be so pathetic. ours was nearly being torn into pieces by around 5 stray dogs; waiting for light to come inside a cold, cramped (with very low ceiling) cave, with our faces almost kissing each other, our feet soaked to a very cold running water at oo naiihi pa ko. shet. and of course countless ghosts encounters, diba jem?haha..

we all left with sleepy, tired heads yet happy ones. it was indeed a fruitful experience for all of us :)

because we're going to make new memories

my old floral backpack gave up on me on our trip to mount daguldol and so is my old nike rubber shoes that i have to leave that resulted to me trekking down a mountain with marye's maluwag havaianas. God! super sakit sa ankles. anyway, i was thinking of buying a new backpack for my trips when i saw this bag at toby's. super in love ako kaagad. but it took two months for me to have the courage to spend this amount of money. yeah, its like buying a cheap phone but then i've outgrew gadgets already (ang tanda ko na!). naisip ko, i can put plastics or foam inside it at pwede ko na sya yakapin habang natutulog ako..

i went home one day in bulacan and found my old bangka diesel slippers that did not even gave up on our river trekking in aurora. i've thought of my old bag and dreamt of the good memories we have shared. now i'm just waiting for the pet bottle kids to stop by our house and just give it to them. hoping they could still use it and build the same level of happy memories i've had with that bag..

it may not be the super lite version that i was able to buy (dahil wala sa pilipinas) but hey ROX at boni hight street has the same item in red! super nice! (twice pa ko na bumalik ng ROX at iniisip ko pa talaga kung bibilin ko). ngayon akin na sya :) super happy and super excited to bring along this thing on my trips and on building more happy memories.....

ang sabi nga ni kuya na taga ROX "ma'am, enjoy kayo!"

because we're going to morocco after beijing =)

Go Honey!

because i already have plans

i want something like this for my honeymoon. =)

because i don't think our head count is 100 max

anyone who was born on 1984?

raise your hand please.......

because i badly needed this kind of conversation

chriss: hi. musta? lumabas na result ng board...wala name ko. bagsak :(

me: ay sad naman. ano ng gagawin mo?

chriss: ok lang yan. nag-aaply na ko ng bpa, teacher ng korean, saka siguro magpaka-active na lang muna ko sa red cross. exam ulit sa november

me: magrereview ka ulit?

chriss: self review na lang siguro or pag final coaching na lang

me: sayang naman

chriss: ganon talaga. everything has a purpose. hindi pa siguro time or hindi para sakin talaga.... God knows what's best for us . . kahit pumasa ko ganyan parin naman siguro thinking ko.

me: bilib talaga ko sayo. lagi kang kalmado. ikaw na ang next kay martin"grace under pressure" bañez.haha

chriss: nyek.bilib ka dyan.hehe. masyado ko kasi pinepressure sarili ko eh hindi naman dapat. i have to live my life at my own pace. hindi ko dapat iisipin tingin ng ibang tao. eto ko ganito ko. alam ko isa kong mabuting binhi. lalago at magiging isang magandang ani.haha.hahaha

me: at saan mo naman nakuha yan!?!

chriss: seriously? sa simbahan. sa bible. this (not passing the board exam) will just make me stronger. and i'll take that as a challenge.

me: naks. hanep sa fighting spirit. sana ganyan din ako.

chriss: hahaha. wag. puro fighting spirit lang ako eh. hehe. joke. pero totoo, galing ito sa mga taong nasa paligid ko at kasama ka na doon. kaya salamat

me: oo naman.

chriss: naks naman. na-touch ako

me: hello..ang tagal na kaya kitang kaibigan. mula noon hanggang ngayon payat ka pa rin

chriss: nyenye. fine.

me: so pwede na kitang asarin ngayon?

chriss: oo na. hindi ako pumasa.

me: joke lang

chriss: tse..hehe. ok lang noh.. :)... uhm inom tayo?haha

me: antok na ko... sorry..

chriss: sige next time..

me: ok

because i'm coming back to my old self

naaadik na naman ako sa pinoy dream academy! shet!

because this is really is it!

1 band

1 night

1 ground

1 million pilipinos

because my horoscope says so

cosmopolitan philippines July 2008 issue

" .... single? a one night stand can bring a very romantic relationship"

do i really need to get laid before i can get romance? am i destined to be indecent?

because there is too much delay

Oh no there you go

looked away and missed the show

how much wasted time

will you survive?

Oh yeah fooled again,

I don't know how and I don't know when

Not much else to blame

But wishful thinking

i guess so mr. sheik. but i guess mine is too much....

because i have a new boyfriend

because sometimes barbies at 23 do not make sense

do people really need to undergo everything? i do not think it is necessary and i don't think it is possible anyway.

example:not because i did not have lots of barbies or flashy toys when i was young does not mean i will buy all the barbies in the world (now that i could afford it) just so i could suffice my longingness on them when i was young.
ipunin ko na lang pera ko para makabili ng toy store para sa mga magiging anak ko.

may mga bagay na dapat iniiwan na lang sa nakaraan. at may mga bagay na hindi na nararapat sa kasalukuyang panahon. pero totoo may mga taong ganyan kaya nga naimbento ang terminolohiyang "tumatanda ng paurong"

we grow older everyday, so think first before you taste it, smell it, watch it, experience it, snort it. baka akala mo lang kasi bagay sayo pero sa totoo lang hindi.

because someday i will find you

soon, i'll get tired of boredom so i need to find a new hobby. i tried listing it down but i just can't seem to really figure out what i like.

i know someday i'll find it, see it, or read it from somewhere. just one single word and i will know that "yeah. you are the one! at last!"

because i've been hacked!

wala talaga akong ginawa promise!

because i conquered the philippines

name places you've been to that starts with A-Z - me and abby's friday night out game


A - Aurora
B - Batad,Ifugao; Bangar, La Union; Baguio!!! =)
C - Candon,Ilocos Sur; Cebu City, Cebu
D - Daraga, Albay; Dagupan,Pangasinan (thanks to Pangasinan chapter.haha)
E - Eastwood (hehe)
F - Fort Bonifacio
G - Gapan City, Nueva Ecija
H - Hyatt Hotel and Casino
I - Iloilo City, Iloilo
J - Jack's Loft, Davao City
K - Kawit, Cavite; Krus Na Ligas?
L - Laoag, Ilocos Norte
M - Malaya St. Mandaluyong City (yeah!)
N - Negros Occidental(place to be)
O - Office of the University Registrar
P - Puerto Princesa, Palawan (on September 2008. Yeah!)
Q - Quezon Province
R - Roxas, Isabela
S - Sta. Maria, Bulacan; Sta. Maria, Ilocos Sur
T - Tuguegarao, Cagayan valley
U - U.P.?
W - Wright Park
V - Vigan , Ilocos Sur; Villasis, Pangasinan (no comment)
X - Xavierville Subdivision
Y - Ybardoloza St, Quezon City
Z - Zamboanga City

saka na yung A-Z events...

because it is celebration time for them

ok. so i thank you for the education but how i wish my UP life ended on the height of my happiness, my own happiness. how i wish it ended when we were having the time of our lives at Sarah's me and aissa and our other geog fiends. or other random people we just met who left us with memories that we will genuinely cherish. but since it did not, i shiver at the sight of sunken garden or AS, vinzon's hill and even posters of UP fair. but don't worry oble, i still smile whenever i see you. and im still eager to watch the UAAP opening.

Oh well, Happy centennial anyway dear UP!

because i have a dad last father's day

and to the many years that will come...



to that person who managed to become a dad and mom at the same time(and now a lolo and a yaya)
to that person who accepted us despite mistakes and helped us dust ourselves from falls
to that person who changes my pamangkin's diapers
to that person who seriously believes in God
to that person who just scratches his head pag pinapagalitan ko about love life. hihi
to that person who tried to cook laing for father's day lunch(na sobrang kati sa dila dahil hindi nahugasan mabuti ang gabi leaves)
to that person who buys his favorite ice cream and cakes on his daughters' birthdays (ayoko nga sabi ng double dutch na ice cream!)
to that person who does not believe in what i can do (it actually challenges me to prove more)
to that person who gives a lecture on current issues over lunch(nasusuka na ko
to that person who asks me to drink green tea (syet!)


to you papo dear, happy father's day! there were times that we want to get rid of each other but always remember that me, ate and izee don't have any choice but to keep you.hehe.

seriously, i thank you for all the things that you've done for us. you really gave a big, strong wind beneath 2 wide wings.happy father's day!

because i want a new hobby

aissa and i want a new hobby. this we realized when we went drinking at lime88 (i recommend lychee martini, being a kychee fan that i am). so i listed a few things that popped into my head and other people suggestions as well. please do not add photography, lomography, digital photography or any photo whatever for this matter. i like airsoft sana pero siguro minsan-minsan lang. i want a real hobby, a hobby that i can sustain at yung hindi ako mukhang poser. so here goes:

reading (hehe)
airsoft
drawing/coloringc
ross stitch/ crochet/ embroidery
fashion/accessory making
cooking
blogging metro manila odds
gumawa ng ambush makeover at ipost sa you tube
mang hunting ng artista at ilagay sa multiply
gumawa kaya ulit ako ng thesis?
travelling
gardening (as if)
dancing (tap dance!)
mag-enroll sa center for pop
mag aral ng ibang language
magcollect ng shoes (sarah tama na!)
stamps!
furniture making
haircutting
welding
blacksmithing

minney minney mynee moo, babalik babalik sa iyo..

because you made my day

"ang sakit ng dibdib ko.akala ko kape lang to, pag-ibig na pala"

p*tanginang hirit yan. ayos

because we had talks over glasses of margarita

the long weekend made realize that my career woman/housewife/mother-dream would only materialize if i have three days off at work. but since i only have 2, i think i can only go as far as the career woman dream. or i think i could still squeeze the mother role in it.

anyhoo, me, kei, jem and tasha watched sex and the city, had dinner and made chika over bottles of beer and a few sips of margarita. hurah to jem and her new boyfriend. :)
and great secrets were reavealed despite long years of friendship.

1.so we thought that we ALL found out this secret last december but then one of us pala knew it all along. no fuss. nakakagulat lang.

2. scenario: kei was talking about how her clairvoyant boss predicted her future. she'll marry next year due to whirlwind romance to a guy she still haven't met as of today but her husband will die when their kid turns 10. fan pa naman ng psiloveyou si kei.
tasha: so parang lorna tolentino ka lang.
kei: oo nga. mamamatay kaya si rudy fernandez?
me in my should-i-tell-kei look: kei, patay na sya.
kei: huwaaat?
us all except kei: bwahahaha. ano ka ba?

the question is: would you be willing to meet your one true love but will only have him for a few years like 10-15 years. or would you rather spend your entire lifetime with some guy na ok lang?

as for the sex and the city hangover: dati i like carrie but i like miranda more now. so jem, kei and tasha could choose between carrie, charlotte and samantha. while jeff and karl could choose between stanford and anthony. hehe